Whenever I listen to you,
I go through changes.
Changes in my heart, changes in my mind.
You just take over my imagination.
I officially admit;
I give you little will.
You might as well can rule over me
I’m letting you lead ,once again.
I thought I’d left you,
But you always just manage to creep on me
You manage to get to me all the time.
Whenever I listen to you,
I get to roll my eyeballs whilst my eyelids
have touched my lower part of my eye…
You unleash the soft side in me…
You make breath heavily
You make me breath warm, calm oxygen and carbon dioxide.
In…out..in…out…in…out
For several times you do this to me.
You just manage to- feed me
It is like you own my soul in a way.
You manage to control my moves
You tell me how to nod my head as well.
This, what you’re doing to me, is called Abuse.
I love the little, but powerful notes that you create and leave behind.
Many might not notice them, but they’re there.
They’re small, delicate and blended
Whenever I listen to you…
I always feel teary, I don’t know what to touch,
what not to touch…
What to say, what not say.
I even sometimes forget how to breath.
I this the viva! I had dreamed of?
I mean, i this this what our native neighbors call uhuru?
You have always been in me
Did you realise that?
You have been calling my name from my childhood age of three
And I unconsciously answered when I was five
I thought through the years, you’ve drifted away from me.
We both drifted away from each other
But we managed to creep back into each other’s arms, hearts and souls.
You managed to make me feel better when I was not healthy.
Whenever I listen to you,
A bit, slowly but surely, I felt better.
I guess we felt like this because of the constant conformation of society
Growth as well is an element
But here we are again.
Back to squre one.
You leave me speechless…
#Victoria_the poetess
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